O Hai!!

Girls.

I don't know you all THAT personally...but I read your blogs and my heart breaks for the BOTH of you. You two are probably two of the MOST selfLESS individuals I've ever seen in my life.

Pardon me while I vomit.

This seems to be the freaking MATING call of all divorced dads out there that can't seem to crawl out of their ex wife's ASSES long enough to realize that they are putting their CURRENT marriages in jeopardy.

I think my thyroid is broken...

I've gained, seriously, like 35 lbs in 2 years...the last 15 here in the last MONTH!! I'm freaking out because I'm working out like a demon, not eating TOO badly, cut down on the booze, taking vitamins, I'm active, I ride my bike, etc.

So I'm into my own place and I had to go over and give the key back to stbx yesterday.

It was hard. Since I blasted him a couple weeks ago, it's like all the anger has just gone away...which is good in a sense and in another sense I don't know what to do with myself since I was SO used to just LIVING on rage...

Okay so you guys know at one point I was fairly friendly with BM and SD22 -well they KNOW DH and I are getting a divorce yet they still include me in on stupid jokey emails that I don't care to receive. Any ideas on how I can tactfully tell my stbx to tell them to kindly delete me off their lists so I don't have to ever keep in touch with them again since I could care less if the lot of them dropped off the face of the earth?

*sigh*

But I think I finally got it figured out. Seems like lately, STBX is spending an INORDINATE amount of time with his daughter, SD20, the one I freakin' hate, have always hated, even when I tried to like her, and I just freakin' figured out why it bothers me even now, makes me nauseated, even...and the reason is this:

...is counting down. In about two weeks I move into my new place and DH will then file a legal separation, and then divorce. I posted this in the "If I knew then what I know now" thread, but I wanted to repost here and give the old timers here an update:

What are your thoughts? A "do"? A "don't"? A "don't care?"