I've been a little down this past week, because I feel my HB doesn't support me when it matters. I was looking at all of my past blogs and just sobbing.

Why is it that the one person who is suppose to listen to you and have your back doesn't?

I just can't seem to let things go. SS12 and SD9 come home after the weekend with their precious mother.

Yesterday, SS12 and I got into an argument. He got angry and bowed up to me fists raised. He was going to punch me. So I pushed his little punk ass into the bath tub, he fell and started crying.

Where do I need to begin the process of contempt of court? HB ex is suppoose to pay 50% of uncovered health costs within 30 days of recieving a bill. She has not done that.

I have been pretty content with the way things have been going in my household. But for some reason today just blew up in my face. SS12 and BS8 were playing ball in the house and broke a mirror on the wall.

Let me put it to you straight. BM seems to think that when her part on a medical bill is due she can reimburse us when she feels like it. Well, DH and I are just plain tired of her thinking we owe her the benefit of a payment plan. I sent her and email and it goes like this......

In the beginning of this roller coaster ride of stepmom I was at arms all of the time. If something didn't go the way I thought it should I would get angry and it would affect my relationship with my DH.

I've been searching for how to deal with ex wives for my husband and all the info seems to be about single moms. Is there no info for men that have custody of their kids? Not even on the attorney generals website.

personal items from a previous marriage after you remarry? For example: ring, dress, pictures etc? Have any of you kept any items for your kids from a previous marriage? Dh kept wedding band for skids.

Skids are suppose to go to their BM the month of July. BM is not picking them up til Friday. I told DH that was crap and she needed to pick them up on the 1st like she is suppose to. DH plays that role of I don't want them over at her house more than they have to be so Friday was OK with me.

for the summer. Perhaps she took my rant at Christmas time seriously. I am happy about it. Does this make me a bad person? DH doesn't want them to go but per court order she is allowd 30 consecutive days.

from a much needed adult getaway. DH and I had so much fun with our friends on our trip. So, we get back on Sunday and on Monday guess who pulls in the drive. The BM!!! ARRRGH!!!! Skids run out to her and whatever.

SS11 has been playing baseball and BD10 also. I have been running the both of them to practice, to games 6 days a week. The season ended last week. To get to the point, SS11 was made to quit baseball a few weeks ago because of his behavior at school.(this was my suggestion because he was on this 3rd ISS.) Well his coach calls last week and asks if he could play in the tournament.

I just posted a blog and it disappeared. Anyone know why??