I haven't been on much these past 2 weeks. For thoes of you who no my story, we are going to start looking at homes in IN on Sunday. We are hopping to sell our home to a builder soon. Has anyone ever done that? Do you have to be out right away or is it like a month? I am so f-ed up, I have made my self ill.

For thoese who have read my blogs today and yesterday, I'm sure you could tell I was having a melt down. One of my 'buddies' told me to google insprirational quotes. (THANK YOU!!!) All I have to say is WOW! What a differance they made. What a way to feel better about everything. I will not let the harpi ruin the best thing that has happened in my life. s.2.b. is my other half, and I will not give it up just because I have to deal with her drama bull shit.With the good comes the bad, as with everything, and s.2.b. has made me a better person. Some of you might think that is a very bold statment to make, but thoes people did not no me before him, or after him. He got me to screw my head on straight, and start to put all my energy into better things then I was putting it into. He made me start to see what I was doing, and what I could be doing instead, if I wanted to. And I did. And I love him more and more for that every day. I might have to deal with evil harpi and children that get on my F*****G nerves at times. But that IS worth it. We will get through this, and everything else she tries to piss us off with. A 'quote' from my father:

I love s.2.b. so much. I love his kids so much. Every bad thing that could happen did happen. Since Monday, Tuesday, then Thursday. I want to get up and leave, but I can't. There is this part of me that won't LET me do IT! Is it the love stopping me? I always put others over myself, but I don't think I am this time.

Well, is it? Mabey I am just getting cold feet. But is it? Sleepless nights, fighting, the kids....having to move because she got MORE money and now we cant affored our beautiful home? When do you sto

Not due to the harpi.Well, somewhat. So at dinner, C states that the roasted potatos I made a gross, and spits it out onto his plate. Then he tells me the house is a piggie mess. This, I later found out, the Harpi told him to say.

I had a good day!!! No harpi drama!!!! Kids are here and more plesant then ever!!! They talked all day, picked that over play time!!! How great! I hab s.2.b. report her to the school, and they are making up a report and will get the police envolved if she keeps it up.

This is a photo of a harpi from she-ra!!!!!!!!! I had to!!!!! I no, very childish, but I don't care. She is an Evil harpi, and now you can see her!!!!! Do you like it? Yes, I am bored right now. S.2.B.

I just felt like, one more time, to say how scummy harpi is. (if you can tell, I am calling her harpi, not evil harpi bitch, because, I haven't had to deal with her today. Just yesterday. And that pissed me off, but I can NEVER let her no she pisses me off.

Have you ever reported someone of fraud? (For public aid) I have everything I need to do it, but did anyone really do it before? Would she have to pay back all the money she tricked the state out of? I forgot to ask my lawyer, and he charges me $50 for every 30 min.

I want to report the harpi. She is cheating on her public aid and I can prove it. I want to turn her in. She claims her 2 other kids, not from my s.2.b., live with her. They don't. I talked to a lawyer today, he said the school records will prove it, and the state will pull the records if reported.....should I do it? She doesn't use the money on the 2, or I wouldn't do this.

WHAT A BITCH!!! So, she just started getting money for the kids, court ended yesterday. So she tells s.2.b. that they are going on a family vacation to the WI dells for christmas break. F#CK HER!!!!! Going with his money.

If you don't no what I am talking about when I call her an evil harpi bitch, read my bio. Hit my user name , it's there. Evil Harpi Bitch will become a house hold name soon. I'm sure you all have one!!!

So, harpi bitch is freaking. Since the world needs to cater to her, in her small mind, she has expressed much anger in the fact that s.2.b will not let her pick up the kids early tonight. I mean, poor her needs to drive home, play party poker till 3am, sleep untill 2pm, and mabey get up and eat or something.

Do any of you have an ex that lies to the kids? C just told me that the harpi told him I was a witch. Like a real witch. Like I cook kids in my pot and cast spells. Thank god C is smart. He told me because he said he thinks she is not telling the truth.

So harpi bitch just called. NOW she said she wants the kids early. Stupid me did not check the caller ID before I got the phone. She just yells....all the time. I told her to hold on and got s.2.b. After he said no, you cant have them early (we have family here to see the kids) She found away to blame me, and went on to screetchhhhhhhhhh into the phone about me.