I have regressed. Lived all those years alone, and yet I can't sleep when DH's away. Maybe tonight it will be better since BS is coming over to have some one on one.

I did drift off from 11:30 to 3. Guess that will have to keep me going.

well I haven't posted in awhile but last post was bout Aunt getting SD for her part of summer well H decided to let her against MY wishes so I told him he is stupid but because he was worried the judge would use it against him he felt he needed to ok so she came and picked SD up July 7th H told Aunt that he would be getting her evey other weekend from her WELL the first week he didnt call or anything then Fri night(11th) he called asked to speak with SD she put her on the phone he talked a few then handed me the phone SD proceeded to tell me all bout her week now keep in mind she has called me mommy for the past yr.

Sita Tara's recent blog reminds me of several "run ins" that I've apparently had with BM in public (and in private) that I never knew about until afterward. I guess I don't pay as much attention as [BM] does.